i injured myself
*applause*applause*

after tuition 8.30pm, 17 July o9

i was about to enter the car

opened the door

saw there were stuffs there

i couldnt sit

so i closed back the door

realised my left pinky got trapped by the car door

right hand full of things

asked rachel to open the door for me

released my finger after few seconds trapped

rachel already freakin out

tried to calm myself down

so she could stop freakin out

trying to stand the pain

but couldnt

kept complaining to rachel how much it hurts

reached home

rachel helped open the front gate and close it

went in the house

started freakin out when i found out my auntie wasnt in

called her

started to spill out what happened

almost bursted into tears

but didnt

aunt came back

brought me out to the doctor

one of the stupidest doctor i've met

she asked me if i wanted to drill a small hole on my fingernail to release the blood

scared, i didnt want to

*she look like she didnt wanna layan me

-.-

like she was forced to treat me

open clinic for what?! -.-*

there was nothing for her to do about my

"marble sized left pinky"
fingernail half black

at first it was blue

then it slowly turned black

haha.

RM35

went Giant to pick up sis

bought some food for my own

most important : chocolate.

was sms-ing "panicked-stricken-worried" sotong chew

i got to eat my dinner at ten

watched music bank twelve midnight

couldnt sleep

slept on the sofa in the living room

woke up few times

couldnt reli sleep

woke up at seven

came up to sleep somemore

by now,

my swollen marble sized pinky's fingernail

is fully black

aunt woke up

asked her if she could bring me to doctor

went hospital

*much better doctor

he was what normal person would do

being NORMAL

unlike the other one

DEAD -.-*

doctor nicely explained

that there's noneed to worry about it

it'll slowly go off

so i asked him

the other doctor said you could poke a hole in the fingernail to release the blood

but this doctor said

if u poke a hole

i'll get infection

*cekap man the other doctor -.- *

RM50

at least this time i dont have to worry already

my auntie said

"pay money for lessons"

my sis said

"pay rm85 for nothing"

haha

...now

i'm usin the computer

pretty hard to type cos my pinky cant press anything?

but i'm learning to adapt

i'm wondering how am i gonna wash my hair later

...hrm

anddddddd

i dont know if i can sew

o.o

crap mann

most probably will be screaming in school on monday

as i need to use my hands alot

haha

endure the screech my friends =D

saddmann

i cant dance genie properly with my injured finger

slight movement makes it hurt a lil... =(

T.T

urgh...

it hurts i tell u

my fingernail is BLACK already

size of a marble

awesome eyh?

hahahhah~!

you'll get to see it for the next 3 weeks

hurh

syit

in pain

kimmie