24th nov 09

the day where students year 2009 of smk pbp(1)
is afraid of the postman.

reason?
cos the Final Examination results came through letters
yeap.
cekap kan?
well the postman just passed my house
took the letters in
no sign of my letter.
makes me wonder if i wrote the wrong address on that envelope
lol

owh well
will see what happens
=S

shit.
kimmie

22 nov 09

i finally finished reading
" P.S. i love you... "
-.-
after dunno how many months that book has been with me
but i couldnt find time to read it
til now
buwahahhahahaa
touching story
but abit boring at certain places
haha

forgotten to mention
yesterday's post about MAMA
jap was represented by AKB48
well the name sounds cool then there were these few ppl
that look like they were too many for my eyes to count that fast
made my gave up counting how many they were even before i started
haha
well there were 15 ppl there
and the thought of 48 members in a group sounded REALLY impossible to me
true enough til i wikipedia them
seriously there were 48 members
they are then divided into 4 groups
group A
group K
group B
and training group?
the one present at MAMA was group K
the stage for them to perform was so small it looked like the 15 of them could make the stage BREAK
haha

then there was Lollipop representing Taiwan
before they got to perform, 4minute of Korea performed Muzik first
then they suddenly switched to Lollipop's performance
it made me go O.o?!
cos both songs are SO DIFFERENT
haha

that show was blardy boring till it made me fell asleep 20 mins before the show ended
-.-

i lost my crave for chocolate lately
T.T

food-fit
kimmie

back?

yeah i finally got the mood to blog back
thanks to the EVER-RETARD-MNet!!!

haha
went giant today
and it felt like i hadn't see daylight for ages already
xD
got to go run around giant and pick up food
to store them in the already existing "mini supermarket" at home
=)

then at about 7pm
was browsing through the astro coming up next itinerary
saw this Mnet Asian Music Awards on channel V
i got excited i switched to it and watched, excitedly.
was anticipating for some good performances
but i got bored as soon as the program started.

here's why:
1. no subs
(how on earth would i understand what are they saying? some more say this is Asian music awards -.-)
2. what's with the opening act?
(i still dun get it -.- some dude just came out of nowhere and started rapping)
3. there's not host?
(yeah... i don't see any)
4. horrible stage
(well i dislike the stage... one side of the stadium? can see the person performing and the other side sees the BACK of the person performing -.- )
5. results aren't real
(snsd and super junior were suppose to win some of the awards but they didnt. simply because they didnt attend this MAMA? proof was on the voting page last night, snsd and super junior were leading on several of the awards. look what happened during the awards. -.-)
6. during the opening act, they showed flags of several asian countries, but during the show, there was only KOREA, JAP and TAIWAN.
(where's the others?)
7. what's with that big screen in the middle of nowhere
(blardy big screen that doesnt give a purpose when all it does was only HANG there and only manage to cover from hip upwards... so damn funny seeing the LEGS still standing there while the hip upwards is being covered by that blardy big useless screen)

HAHA! too bad MNet... i'm trashing u like mad
who ask u not to be honest with the results?
i dun get why Kara's Honey won Best Dance award
when sorry sorry, again n again, and GEE is obviously better that Honey
-.-
not that i dislike Kara or their song
just trashing MNet
that's all
=)

been eating alot of junk lately
><

ps, * * *
kimmie

i've got nothing to post of lately.
and i still dont.
=S

12th nov

listening to both versions of No Boundaries.
i like adam's version
rockish and the powerful voice of his
=)
kris' one is soothing
both also nice
but i prefer adam's
sounds stronger to me

three more papers to go~
pjk est1 est2
owh well
one more essay to go~

with hols just one week away
i dont know what to do
lol
first time
was watching grey's anatomy season 4 this afternoon
bought the box set, season1 to 4 last year
but then since i'm rewatching season 4 on tv i'll just continue season 4
=)
wanna watch season 5!!
lol

i'm thinking of opening another blog page for next year's posts
looks neater that way
and not to crowded too
=)

it's almost the end of the year
guess it's time to look back at what i've been
my blog shall help me a lil with this
=)

i dont know how long more i can stand this.

kimmie

haunting bad experiences

notice how some ppl can never seem to move on?
ever wonder why?

well it's almost like
how ppl say a ghost who wanders around because it has some unfinished business
or something similar

yeap.
unfinished business.
the feeling of no satisfaction.

aha~ i'm online
again...
i'm suppose to be studying
just couldnt get myself to go back to that mood now
lol

prize presentation ceremony thingy
the one where our school won
Best Teamwork Award
for that 1st of August o9 sale
not bad that we won something
=)
but i couldnt go
due to some reasons
i wonder how it was?

do u realise every single thing you do
needs a decision?
and i really do mean everything
lol
random.
=)

falalalala~
i feel like being an assassin and go murder ppl now
lmao
my goodness...
superbness randomness case!!
woops~
nut loose! keke
would someone come and repair me? lol

been talking to myself lately
lol
see la
nobody reads this blog!
this is a coloured proof!
lmao

life goes on
=)

gone mad.
kimmie

need an eraser.

well... life's like that.

it's not a good day today isn't it?

=S

so it's 11.59pm
and i'm still not downstairs studying yet
sighs
i dont know why but i feel like i needed to talk to someone
but at the same time i dont feel like talking
pah...
funny feeling i have -.-

lol. halloween seems like a fun thing
maybe i should try organizing one next year
*day dreams*

i've been making superbly weird noises and shrieks lately
no idea why
but it definitely did make my auntie and bro look at me one kind
haha
kinda cool
i wonder if they do get annoyed by my doing that
haha

insane-ism
buwahahahhaa
add a lil of randomness in there too!
wah! i forgotten how chocolate tastes like already
=(
lost my mood for chocolate lately
TT
not good.
=S

lalala~ raise your hands and post on my chatbox
if you're reading this!
i wanna see how many of u are actually reading this
poor blog...
i dont know how many ppl are actually reading u!
=(
hang it there!
haha

i think i'm going mad... =D
kimmie

sunday 8th nov

ahk!
not a very good day
been suffocating myself in the room today
><

though i've been sleeping for almost the whole day today
i did study as well
=)
though hopefully it's enough
haha

sleep
study
eat
sleep
study
tv
eat
rest
comp
after this:
study
sleep

HEY!!
have u ever experienced blackout?
not as in electricity blackout
but what u see it in your own eyes even with your eyes open?
not getting what i'm saying?
lol
after sitting for a while,
u stand up
suddenly your head feels heavy
and you cant see anything but black
flooding your eyes eventhough it's clear that your eyes are open and you're trying to look at something
...
awesome eyh?
i used to feel that when i sleep too much
and here i'm having it again
that thingy only happens for a few moments
so it's cool.
i guess.
=)

my head feels heavy
my back has been aching since i woke up
i feel unwell!
><
my personal side effects of sleeping too much
buwahahhahahahha
wonder what'll happen to me once hols starts?

ahk!
kimmie

7th nov

just five more grueling days of exams before i can be
FREE~!
not.
still got tuition til nov ends
and who says i dont have to study
though i say i should study
1% that i'll study out of the 100% of the remaining two weeks of nov.
the comp will definitely be on
with me blasting songs like nobody's home
and maybe learning a new dance or two
=)

i'm already planning what to do after exam
tsk tsk tsk.
not good
i'm suppose to be studying right now.
but that doesnt seem to be happening
i WILL study after dinner
=)

two weeks from now
form5's gotta sit for spm
=(
all the best ppl~! =)
*that is if you're reading this... >< *

chu~♡
츄~♡
it's a title of f(x)'s first single.
yes functions LMAO
but they are actually called 'f-x'
as in "eppue-ekssue"
HAHA
i didnt like the song at first
but i got addicted to it already
lmao
first impression on korean songs are always:
-yerh. wth is this? u call this song?
but as u listen to it over and over again
it gets addictive
one good example is GEE by snsd
=)
though it has already been 11months since it was released,
it's still addictive!
geegeegeegeebabybabybaby~
or
now it should be
do it, do it chu~♡ (it's) true, true, true, true it's You~

do it, chu~♡

kimmie

photography

i am officially a photographer amateur. =D
my bro got a new cam so i can borrow his previous one.
buwahahahhahaha
awesome.

but i didnt know how to use it
hahahaha
so he was explaining to me how to use it
but i was still BLUR
*as usual*

and before this he trained and took my photos
they werent much compared to the NOW camera
sad for me
yay for him
TT
why?
cos i dont think i'll get many free shots like last time already
to think again
thanx to his practices, he now only can become pro
and i became his assistant
haha
though i'm not sure for how long
wait till i ask him for my money
=D
lol
later he pro-er already dun wan me as his assistant for sure
xDD

anyhow, we went for a photoshoot yesterday
to shoot ppl
pre-wedding/couple pics
and i got to try out the camera!
but as his assistant,
i got to carry about 5kg of extra load
walking around the park following where ever the location is nice
*hey, photoshoot can be tiring okay? even the 'models' were sweaty and tired*
owh well
it was cool.
=DD

it was tiring.
kimmie

bitch vs bitch

bitch 1
- influential
- stubborn

bitch 2
- revenger
- cunning

so if this happens
which one will win?
seems like the first bitch might win based on her influential stat
more might be influenced by her and will attack the 2nd one.
but the 2nd is a reverger
probably not attacking at the first move
but maybe when she attacks, it's brutal.
hrm...
so both have a chance in winning right?
yes.
but look, if u think properly
they both are losers
why?
cos they cant seem to talk properly
and rather create a scene to prove their strengths.

end term

one more week of horror
two more week til hols officially begin
and i'm barely sane!!

have been worried about not being able to write a long essay for my bm
worried much,
i managed to write about 4 3/4 pages of words.
which was of cos full of c.r.a.p
it isnt easy writing that much crap actually
well... thanks to that one person, i got that much crap to write
for both english and bm essays
haha
great person ey?
=)

been waking up at odd times lately
for example, wednesday,
i slept at 11pm and woke up at 2.30am
just to study
or at least try to...
then yesterday!
i slept at 10 and woke up at 12am!!
was up til 4.30am when i fell asleep again
=D
madness

owh
probably cos of the change of sleeping momentum,
i think i'm crazier than usual
lol
really... i can just laugh and talk to myself whenever
-.-
not.good.at.all

i've got no paper today
yeay~~ extra one day of rest! =D

school magazine is out!
i cant find my pic in there other that those normal photoshoots...
did manage to find some of my names around the book
about two to three ni
lol

sleeping downstairs had been kinda tough
the whole bed is FILLED with books now
lol
and it's small
so less space
haha~ sendiri cari pasal de
xD
MUST CLEAR THE BED TO GET SLEEP!!!

=)

love my jacket~
kimmie