hundred and one post
*includes drafts i've saved*

nice.
hundred and one posts!
okie
i dont wanna spam this one

super tired + crazy = me. =)

went to some YE talk thingy
aaaaahhh! why did teacher have to say
"kena sediakan product untuk dibawa ke seminar tu tau"
and... it spent me 4 hours getting it done
ended up,
there was no need for the product presentation AT ALL...
sighx...
owh owh owh!
this morning while i was getting ready,
i had a feeling that something bad might happen
and~
while on the way to the 'seminar'
teacher's car was flat...
so we went to the nearest petrol station to pump it
chunted petrol station's air pump not working...
so teacher called some mechanic
zi yang tried changing the tyre...
which was a bad idea having no experience
finally the mechanic dude came
first thing he did when he reached was... complain?
saying that we shouldnt simply try things like that
cos we might loose our hands or whatever...
wow?
he also said "my teacher last time always scold me say, "kenny ah kenny, why u so stupid?" and now i'm changing his tyres"
hrm... what is ur message uncle?
finally... change tyre already... the tyre was still flat...
tried pumping with that same air pump that was so-called-repaired
it sprayed water instead...
*wonders why*
because we were SUPER late we had to leave
and dropped by at another petrol station on the way to pump it up
-so that was all that bad feeling all about-

the seminar finished at 4.30
we got into the car at 5pm
T.T
we were LAST to go home
WAIT!
i didnt go home....
so did yuvaraj and nasha
we went straight to tuition from there...
actually we asked teacher to drop us at Giant
so that we could hang out there a while
*cos for sure if we go home, we wont return for tuition later... xD*
finally went back to era.
so.damn.sleepy.
haha
all three of us were like half dead in class
except for me
i.went.insane.
i was uttering nonsence
then out of nowhere i started laughing
for more than half an hour
and worst of all... for no reason...
hahahahhahahahahahhahahahah
it was pretty contagious,
sarah and yuvaraj got hit a lil by my laughing virus... =D
owh... and the side effects were
sore jaws for a moment and slight headache
xD

absolute proness ryte?
^^

undescribable madness
kimmie

28may

hrm...
have been really down for the past few days
plus the "recovering", it didnt do any better

holidays is here!
but for two weeks only
owh well
will use it well! ^^
to sleep and do some art stuffs
OWH~! i need to get my new hp asap!
i cant live without my music!!! boo... ><><

gaaaahhh!!!
skool was boring today
it was almost like last day of school
where half of the class wasnt around,
teacher not teaching,
students making alot of noise.. the usuals la ^^
owh yeah... yesterday darren said he was going to change class
so he had a farewell speech bla bla bla
then there was one part where
i started to ask him to sing barney's song " i love u~ u love me~"
then when he started to sing... some of us sang along with him
made me realised we, 4B was a family after all... *touched*
especially when we sang together. lol
but someone stopped the song halfway... boo~
darren is going 4c and is replaced by azween from 4c...
lalala
i like that "family" part... not sure if anyone else realised it... hahaha
and also our class is like part YE
cos majority of YE members are from 4b... awesome ryte? haha ^^

holidayholidayholiday~
lol
i hope i wont irritate my auntie... xD
we were given a series "cuti terancang" homework to do...
will see when i'll get to finish them... hehe.

hrm... dont know what to post already...
that's all for now!
^^

kimmie

super junior it's you

owh wow.
my hyukkie looks so hot!! ><
love their vocals here especially yesung!! ><
and sungmin's!
aaaahhhhh!!!!! *spazzz madnesssss*

22 may

i.fell.sick.
sighx...
want me to tell u how it all happened?
lol! it's okay
i'll tell anyways
^^


well. i think the main reason why i fell sick was
because i didnt drink enough water.
yesterday when i came home from school
i ate maggi mee cup *actually some ramyeon cup*
after that i ate a packet of chips
my sore throat came
but i didnt bother
then when i finally decided to drink water, it was already TOO late
it sore-d up already
i keep assuming it'll be okay
but that night my nose started to run like tap water
worst of all it was only from one side of the nose... *it's actually a good thing?*
i wanted to study abit of bio before sleeping
too tired, slept
even when i sleep... i keep waking up.. boo.


then today when i woke up
my throat was still killing me
and my nose was still running
this is where i know fever will hit me next
so i brought my jacket to school
owh i couldnt talk this morning
throat too pain even to open and say a word. T.T
had bio paper 3
my nose wouldnt stop flowing
so i kept sniffing and sneezing in class
and i couldnt wait to finish up my paper
so that i could go to the toilet and blow them all out.
-.-

during recess i still had the sore throat and the flu
BUT after recess i felt really tired and the fever DID hit me
good thing i didnt have to sit for any paper after recess.
*talked to rachel and regina through papers. total papers used: 3. *
went library one hour before going home.
brought my jacket along, i slept there
after i thought i reli slept, regina came from nowhere and shouted SUPER JUNIOR
in a flash me and rachel*she joined me moments after i was sitting there to sleep* woke up instantly
we "curi-curi" used the internet excess in that room in the library
awsomeness super junior "my hyukkie" look soo darn cute! ><
then they started to spazz on Gu Jun Pyo. -.-
realised he look like sungmin, siwon and i-dont-know-who at certain angles.
of cos, super junior looks way cuter. ^^

when i came home, *i asked for porridge that morning for lunch*
i had my porridge and i didnt feel like eating... -.-
but i ate anyways
then i tried sleeping
so hard to sleep! T.T

tuition.
i.could.not.stop.talking
-.-
too hyper but too tired at the same time
and it was FREAKING cold. T.T
couldnt really concentrate. sighx

now. i wanna sleep
but
my nose is still running
and
it feels like my body is burning.

tired.
kimmie

19 may

i cant wait for the hols!

actually

for the last day of exam...

27th may

boo.

semangat ppl.

exam also go jogging almost everyday

but i cycle instead.

haha. ^^

good also

helps me to "ignore" the computer

ngeh ngeh

but. i still get pulled in by the computer

cos i need to hear that super junior song

eventhough i'm not listening to it

it just wouldnt stop playing in my head.

maniac.? thank you!

wait. i managed to intro "it's you" and "sorry sorry" to some of you

and!! it's l.o.v.e! ^^

facebook is getting really addicting lately

thanks to the

"friends for sale" and "restaurant city" applicant

and

youtube is as usual,

my super junior spazz site

the hd (high definition) option just made it so much more worth the wait

^^V

is there any visual learning for bio chem and phy?

study until i dont want to study already lerh.

how?

still need to study anyhow.

boo.

i'm kinda desperate to go to the beach

dont know why

but i really really want to go.

sighx.

the breeze, the sun, the clear sea *is redang still clean?*

and to stare up into the sky at night on the beach...

aaahhhh!!!!! ><

i screwed up my exams pretty badly

hurh.

and i've been staying back almost everyday

eventhough it's exam week

staying back in school helps

by making me STAY away from the computer

*u see! i'm supposed to be studying NOW and yet i'm here blogging... T.T *

owh yeah

that two pengawas.

make me merajuk oni.

=Z

lol. my phone's battery has been dead since like almost an hour and a half ago...

w705. i want that phone

and yvonne got hers already!

yay her. boo me.

owh well

i'm waiting for the hols to get my phone

then, i can explore my phone without worrying about exam!

^^V

i love super junior! ^^
kimmie

biophysics

i'm not sure if there is such thing
but it existed this afternoon

group study was "as-usual"
adding in other subjects to the subjects we were suppose to learn
supposed subject : physics
added subject : bio
serious.cekap.studying

chapter 2 form4
-velocity
-acceleration
-momentum forward = momentum backwards
-impulse
-inertia
-gravitational acceleration

and add in bio?
not exactly bio
but it does have something to do with bio
haha.

lmao

word of the day : analpore
that made us all crack up *apart from that biophysices theory*
it's just that funny
if u were with us u would understand... haha.

at least we managed to study... something.
need to study more di la...
cannot play anymore
boo.

and i've been cycling around lately...
*only twice... and yet i consider "cycling around lately" xD *
Super Junior's latest song "It's You"
is that nice!
so gonna spread super junior love around this time! ^^
*take over snsd's gee* ngeh ngeh. =)

attempts to sing *noerago~*
kimmie

me n regina

23rd may 08.

3rd april 09.

haha. look at that!!

both wearin different clothes

no more spects on her

*and less pimples on me*

=)

ppzzztttt

just when i thought form3 was hard
form4 is soooo.much.HARDER!!!

firstly
there are NO MORE objective questions
got la
but very veRY VERY little
so... no change to "shoot" also

secondly
some subjects are considered new
so i've got some difficulties here
format totally different... compared to form3 that is

third
u need to remember everything detailly
in order to write out the answers *refers to first point*

lalala
have to get used to it soon!!!

11 may o9

when u get a group of friends
who planned to study in a group
u'll get nerd talkings soon after
haha

heyy!
we managed to study okay!!!
but we fly off and back to studies real fast
lmao

-i need h2o
-i NEED MY C6H12O6!!!!! *this would be me*
-didnt eat any NH3 just now
-we had a situation of walking back from the makan stall nearby... suddenly came in all those acceleration and velocity and time stuff

there were many others that i cant really recall...
but it's good actually
haha!!!
that is if u decide to join the nerd talking fun ^^
today was bio...
tomorrow's sejarah... i wonder what'll happen...
LMAOOOOOO~~~~~

lack of C6H12O6
kimmie

februarian

Abstract thoughts.

Loves reality and abstract.

Intelligent and clever.

Changing personality.

Attractive.

Sexy.

Temperamental.

Quiet, shy and humble.

Honest and loyal.

Determined to reach goals.

Loves freedom.

Rebellious when restricted.

Loves aggressiveness.

Too sensitive and easily hurt.

Gets angry really easily but does not show it.

Dislike unnecessary things.

Loves making friends but rarely shows it.

Daring and stubborn.

Ambitious.

Realizing dreams and hopes.

Sharp.

Loves entertainment and leisure.

Romantic on the inside not outside.

Superstitious and ludicrous.

Spendthrift.

Tries to learn to show emotions.

ppppzzzzzzzzztttttttttttttt................

for real arh?

honestly some really shows who i am...

but some just doesnt seem right AT ALL... haha

interesting though.

rants

i stopped taking care of other ppl's feelings
sometimes when ppl get angry
and sometimes it seems really unreasonable to me
i dont bother apologising for it...
what benefits i get if i continue to protect their feelings?
in the end when i get hurt
noone gives a shit
maybe i am being sensitive
and when will they ever learn that not only THEY have freaking feelings
and that they NEED TO TOLERATE OTHERS ALSO?!
not always THEM and ONLY themselves?
how many hundred times i've been crying myself to sleep at night
and never telling anyone about my problems
i admit it's my own fault for not telling anyone
it's not that big anyways...
and it's MY problem
until the day i go mad and start laughing for no damn reason... -.-
but even i say i dont bother about ppl's feelings already
i still do...

mommy's day

my mother's days have always been special
why?
simply because i get to celebrate mother's day for two ppl
-my mom
-my auntie

this year would be a lil more special
-my mom
-my auntie
-natasha
-my grandma
-my other auntie
plus one of my uncle's birthday

natasha's was for fun
cos she called herself a mother to...
me, thiba, asifa and yuvaraj?
yeah... yuvaraj special case... haha

today we had a small celebration back at my hometown...
went to uncle's house which was quite near...
celebrate mother's day for... my auntie, grandma and my other auntie
plus my uncle's birthday
hehe
proness...
all in one?
yummy steamboat
i didnt know why but i kept eating...
-.-

but the two main people for today's post would be
my mom and my auntie..

my mom.
SHE IS MY MOM! how to not celebrate?
but there is one sad thing
i dont remember celebrating mother's day with my mom before
she's working overseas...
and all i get to do is to sms her and wish her?
being the bad daughter...
i didnt send her presents
though i did before but not this time...
i bought her present from australia already
it's a plate with the word 'mom' on it...
gonna give it to her when she comes home!!
the post i posted on 17th april about that bad dream?
that made me realised how much she means to me...
eventhough she's almost never beside me
but i know i'll always have her
always.

my auntie?
what else is there to say?
i have been living with her since two years old
i dont know what i'll be without her
she drives me anywhere i wants to go
made pretty dresses for me to wear when i was little
she...
she treats me as her own child
otherwise i'll never know what a mother's love is like
*being away from my mother is not normal*
*and eventhough i'm not really her child...*
how could i ever repay her?
btw
me and my cousin brother shared a present
we bought a dog plush toy
that looked like dao dao... hehe
and since that toy looked like young joe*our previous previous dog* and dao dao
we'd chosen that for her...
she really loves dao dao... sometimes i envy it... haha
she's dao dao's mummy too! lucky dog!!!!

back to the viPeople for today,
they both buy things for me
bring me to places
they know what's best for me
but sometimes i dont understand and ended up with arguments with them
although they dont really show that they love me
but the littlest things they do
that actually brings a whole lot of meaning
and show me that they care for me
once i thought of shifting out and live alone
so that i won’t bother my auntie anymore
but i couldnt cos i've got no money and i'm not matured enough to do so...

then i thought of this
when i get married
i want both my mom and my auntie to walk me down the aisle
gaahhhh... i fantasies too much... -.-

i almost cried typing this post... ><
i cannot express how much i love them!
cannot imagine what i would be without both of them...

words cannot express how much i love you both

kimmie

iPhone

wow.
my mom's using it...

ninth may

freak.
i sometimes just wished i didnt do anything at all...
then nothing would have happened...

well
i did some shopping today
spent rm3hundred
buying prezzies for teacher, moms and... present hunting?
with my brother
for 4hours and 59minutes
and saved one ringgit by paying 1 minute before the next hour
walked up and down and repeatingly enter two or 3 shops twice or thrice...
*searching for presents and seeing which to buy is what made me... i dunno bout him... do that*
then i went to check out some phone...
so now i'm prefer w705 over w760i... hrm..
w760i / w705 / iPhone ?
aduuhhh...
walk walk walk... leg pain di larrhhh...
then 3pm there was a fashion show
see some models... one girl's catwalk looked funny to me...
she walks with her hips pushed forward and walk... hrm...
then there's this other girl where before that she was wearing heels
and suddenly she had to put on flats... she SHRUNK.... wow...
then there's one girl model i liked... she's pretty to me...
haha... no photoS... =P
and and!
there were kids model too!!!
one girl and the boy
i didnt really pay attention to to girl
cos the boy was cute/funny
u noe how it's like when a model does their thing?
they walk and have the serious look on their face?
so this boy... when walking, he's face was all serious...
BUT when it comes to the point where he needs to stop and pose...
he smiles!!
lmaooooooooooo~~~~~
he keeps doing thatt!! sooo cccuuuutttteeeee!!!!! ><
owh yeah
i saw mr. LAM*previous physics teacher*...
well actually he saw me first... haha
i was walking back to living cabin from memory lane when he followed me at the back
and said... "hello, hello, hello," i was like... what is wrong with this fella...
i looked back and oni knew it was him... wearing focus point t-shirt
*now i know he works there...*
funny fellow...
CRAZY SHOPPING day...

rooban's surprise birthday party
i tot i got there late... haha
waited for til everyone came and finally the bday boyyy
it was actually belated... but still... it was something ryte?
then he came in and everyone started singing bday song and popping *what u call those?*
he was speechless i think...?
cutting cake time... everyone sang again...
then cake feeding moment... very touching...
mom feeds bday boy, hugs, kisses...
bday boy feeds mom, hugs, kisses...
continues with the dad, grandma, brother, sisters, friends...
rooban's mom calls rooban baby! aww...
then we went over to the house next door... *it was theirs too*
where we go and eat there...
then went to the padang nearby... lepak~
home.ten.pm

the freak was me.
kimmie

seventh may

wow.
my blog seems really dead...
><

exam's next week and it'll last two weeks two days...
omg!!!
and and!
i havent really study yet... T.T

i've been scaring myself lately
i tot i lost a whole lot of money
when i actually misplaced them
which makes me wonder
what if i really loose them one day? @@

facebook's addicting to me now
haha
especially with that 'friends for sale' thingy
we keep buying each other's friends as our own pet
xD
and there are some kiddo but addicting games as well
haha
and my mom has a facebook account too!
lalala~

lol
dont know what to type about larh...
><

my super junior album is in the car! whaaa~~~ i love ittt!!!! ^^
and i've got some prezzies to get
one for my sister
one for my auntie
one for teacher
and one for... u! haha
i've got my mom's one done
so yeapp... ^^

exam.exam.exam

kimmie

personality test?

a test from facebook resulted :

You have a need for other people to like and admire you, and yet you tend to be critical of yourself.

While you have some personality weaknesses you are generally able to compensate for them.

You have considerable unused capacity that you have not turned to your advantage.

Disciplined and self-controlled on the outside, you tend to be worrisome and insecure on the inside.

At times you have serious doubts as to whether you have made the right decision or done the right thing.

You prefer a certain amount of change and variety and become dissatisfied when hemmed in by restrictions and limitations.

You also pride yourself as an independent thinker; and do not accept others' statements without satisfactory proof.

But you have found it unwise to be too frank in revealing yourself to others.

At times you are extroverted, affable, and sociable, while at other times you are introverted, wary, and reserved.

Some of your aspirations tend to be rather unrealistic.

hrm....

when sakais go wild...

they go all out!

because i was tired
after i got home from that ye trip
i slept and finally HAD to get up at 8pm
rushed for 8.30pm tuition
when i finished my dinner i stepped out of the kitchen
my auntie said
"your package arrive di ar"
then i was like
"so fast?"
then i saw it on the table
and was wondering if i should bring to tuition to distribute to the two sakais of this post, Regina and Rachel or not

first i thought "aiya... late di a.. lantak arrrhhh"
then i thought "but they said they wanted to choose ryte? aiyaaaa.... bring ni la"
by that time i was already outside ready to close the gate
i RAN back into the house to take that package along to tuition *actually just jogged a lil*
on the way i was thinking how to give it to them sakais

once i reached tuition
i tot i was LATE
but teacher wasnt in class yet so...
i stepped in
and looked at regina and rachel
then i showed them the package
and then the screaming and squealing and the jumpings began
as i walked towards my chair
which was at the other end of the room from where the two sakais originally sat
they ran to me and regina was jumping beside me
i got scared by their too excited reaction
decided to just pass them the package
*shakes head*
i tell u that scene was just so funny
the whole class was looking at that two sakais screaming and squealing and jumping
both of them were trying so hard to open the package
*yes the package was hard to open, previous experience, Gee album*
when the manage to open the package
i took the package and unpack the cds
when i took all 3 sorry sorry - Super Junior album in my hands
in less than a secod both of them snatched an album each
leaving my one and only miserable one there
then both of them went back to their seats and admire the album
*so much for choosing*
one hour and a half seemed like a whole long year to them
cos they couldn't wait to go home and open the album
i guess it was a bad idea to give it to them before class
cos it definitely distracted them... -.-

well this time
i wasnt all that excited about the album
was surprised actually that it arrived earlier than i expected
less than two weeks that is
but i guess i was too tired to go all hyper over the album this time
i opened my cd in the car so that i could put it in the car's cd player and play it whenever i'm in the car
but i kept the cd case back and wait till i got to the room and admire
i didnt squeal this time
probably i'm just too tired... ><

i'm a proud owner of Super Junior's 3rd album
kimmie

last day of april 09

hyper day
everyone in YE were hyperr
probably alil too hyper?

YE trip to KBU, to listen to some talk about some competition...
which i dont remember

we were to wear home t-shirt to school
cos we'll be given a t-shirt once we were at the venue
but i felt awkward wearing shirt other than school shirt to school
so i wore my pj shirt on top of my t-shirt
*which was pretty hot*
pengetua scolded pn.yuza because we didnt wear school shirt
says her, what if anything happens to us, from which school are v from?
hrm... but our YE teachers didnt know
because after all v needed to change once we were there...

on the way everyone was pretty hyped up
not knowing why but we were? *lasted throughout the whole outing*
arrived @ KBU college
hrm... it doesnt look that nice
since we got there early and the hall wasnt ready
we had to wait at the cafeteria...
pity them... most of them were hungry
but when it comes for us to have our breakfast...
some of them didnt finish up their food... haha

the hyperness continued
there was this group activity where we need to think of the positive or negative ways of a given situation
all of us blurted out what we thought of
regina had to rush to write them down
results... *that paper was previously with me but it's with aina now... =( *
cant remeber the whole list, but here's some...
1st situation : on a boat to an island
negative :
-no hot girls/guys around
-no paris hilton *i have no idea what is this doin here... xD *
-cik noraini was around *this cracked us all up*
2nd situation : same situation except it was getting darker
negative :
-cik noraini was still around
*is all i can remember.. >< *
3rd situation : same situation as the 2nd but added lightning
positive :
-get to bath
-cik noraini got lightning struck
4th situation : same situation as the 3rd, add sharks in it
-free movie*Jaws?*
-shark fin soup *a lil too cruel? >< *
-cik noraini as bait

my gosh... these ppl...
but it they had fun

then another group activity where we need to think of a product that is similar to toys r us
had many crazy ideas
but we decided on the "universal translator"
supposedly able to interprete baby language as well as animal language too... ><
see how crazy?
but the main quest was to introduce, promote, and sell the product
bla bla bla

and then they taught us on how to
market?
promote?
aiyahhh... i dunno how to explain larrhhhh.....

then it was time to go home
we had to wait for like an hour for the bus to arrive... ><
and it was freaking hot!
and i was sweating alottttt *this is what happens when u wear double t-shirts on a HOT day*
but THIS was when we got REALLY hyper
-butt smacking
-regina's shoe's rubber piece came off *she had to DRAG her feet if she wanted to move*
-ginsky's 'roadside performance' featuring siddesh *this one's pretty random*
-edwin being the star of the day *he's got ppl asking to take his pics, phone numbers and we all teased him*
-complaining for the lateness of the "boose" bus
-aina and ivan were flinging water at each other
is all i remember... ><

got up the bus
they all started singing kiddo songs like
twinkle twinkle little star
baba black sheep
and teletubbies
but it died fast
i tried sleeping
but they were to hyper... i couldnt stand not joining
then there was a song war
when i asked regina to on Gee for me
aina swooped by with her english song on... trying to cover my Gee
so i tried grabbing her phone
failed, i chased her to the back of the bus
she came back
by that time nasha had her Gee on too!
then ivan asked me if i was talking about the song he played
so i chased aina back again and said
3 versus 1 lalala
pro-ness
i like the gee virus!

aina splashed me with some water...
missed me, hit my phone... adduhhhhh

well we were extremely hyper today
and we finally united and worked together this time
most important of all, we all had fun together =)

BUT! how can this get so tiring when all we did was just hyper + sit,listening to some talk?
hrm...

best part of all...
i met two of my primary school mates
whom i have not met for 2years and 4years respectively
Voon Ann and Adibah
it's good to see them ^^

tired
kimmie